i don't know what i'm doing.


i've been wanting it since sec1, and not really desperately as the cca one, but i really wanted it. and i just frigging gave it up. for GPA. and i don't know whether it's right or wrong, but it seems the safer of the two. i mean i have other reasons, but :/

and i bet sophia sam is quite pissed at me, or disappointed, we like agreed to go together then i halfway ran off... sorry =x

anyway it's too late to apologise turn back now, just get along and live life to the fullest bah! :D

please don't kill me.

haha today's sex talk was so hilarious all those lollipop songs. she can sing well, the mrs michelle solanio (salerio from MOV?) lew person. she's good hahaha. shouldn't talk about BGR, should talk about GGR. since down here it's quite an +ahem+ prominent issue. one batch in particular.

and some sec1s so funny, "why we cannot listen?" lol. too mature? nolar im sure they know what that is.

remember the one we had in p6, post psle? they literally told you how it goes and things like that, pass all those specimens around... was quite terrifying for us back then, like only 12 years old you know! some 11 also! aiya let's say its a girls' school alright.

heexxx today time passed really quick, theres ak tomorrow, and MY COUSIN'S COMING! AH FANG'S COMING HAHA. :D yay! :D

and quiz from trish's blog.

if your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
get a hold of myself and move on.

if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have ALL my dreams come true. yep xD

what will your dream wedding be like?
to be on a ski slope NO, in a church :) MY CHURCH.

are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
yes. sure. i just forfeited myself of a few new year resolutions. and that GPA.

what's your ideal lover like?
christian, good christian can already. imean please be pleasant looking, tactful, whatever.

which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
to love. you get the joy outta it, but you may not know you are being loved!

how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
all my life.

if the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
get rid of him.

is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
yeah sure there is.

do you see yourself in ten years time?
fat and ugly, and i dont know lah.

would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
neither.

what's the first thing you do every morning?
go back to sleep.

would you give all in a relationship?
i should, should i? xD

if you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
that will NEVER happen.

do you believe in love at first sight?
maybe? xD i feel like i did this quiz before leh.

if given the chance to turn back time, will you?
i don't think i'll want to complicate matters, well God let these nonsense happen right.

what is the last thing you would do before you die?
farewellss. :D and all that.

+SQUELCH!+



"BANZAI!" lol :D feeling sadistic.

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