jolynn: what do you think of when i say BUTTERFLY?
edith: butter.
jolynn: you're weird.
edith: :D

im just ever so so so hungry i can go canteen a gazillion times a day. even though i have NO CHANGE to spare. D: okay let's talk about the BUTTERFLY today since yesterday it was on the sermon, and to juxtaposition (kays i dont know how to use this word) the cyclone in myanmar and sichuan earthquake; a result of PLATE TECTONICS.

go read the newspaper about how this woman crouched over her baby girl and she DIED while trying to keep the kid alive; the kid LIVED but the mum died and then the woman left a message in her phone saying "if you live remember that i love you"... ohman so sad and touching... and theres this policewoman who breastfed babies cuz there was NO MILK available... D: its just humanity MY DEARS :D

this innocence we've lost; its found yet again.

the butterfly story

okay theres this man who found a cocoon of a butterfly (with a caterpillar inside -.-). One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.

So the man decided to help the butterfly. He tooka pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.

The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. UNFORTUNATELY, the buttefly remained the way it was and crawled for the rest of its life and was never able to fly ):

Actually the restricting cocoon and the struggle of the butterfly was to get the fluid from the body of the insect into its wings so that it could fly :D

moral of the story: struggles make us stronger (:

uhuh hahaha :D



my BEEAAUUUTIFUL ROOM :D

Teardrops on my Guitar - Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.

I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.

He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly.

The kind of flawless I wish I could be.

She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she's lucky, cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

So I drive home alone.
As I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down,
And maybe get some sleep tonight.

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

He's the time taken up,
But there's never enough.
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see.

the TWIST: i fake a smile so she won't see IM PISSED WITH HER.

Labels: emo, say LOVE